Tuesday, January 13
everything eventually dies, even familyhood

just got an indirect slap in the face by the irritants at Malaysia
First off i wanted to be able to attend the youth Eucharist,
as i wanted to attend everyone that is to be held this year,
and since my father had already said before i talked to him that we be leaving here on the 15, i talked to him.
and he said my mom wants to leave on the 19 talk to her,
i tried persuading him, he said alright, since he wants to leave early too, i was pleased, obviously
so then went to my mom, and she immediately scolding me,
she didn't even give me a freaking chance to speak for heavens sake,
everything that i said was not important to her, only her needs were important,
i couldn't even voice myself out,
then when i asked for my fathers support, since he earlier agreed that is
he completely turned it around on me and said i kept pestering him,
when it was initially him who said he wanted to leave Malaysia on the 15, even earlier then what i wanted
am i not important to her,
then she brings her sister (my big mouthed aunty) into the picture
she said i wanted to go home early, and she started saying irrelevant stuff,
these are her exact words talking about me
"let him go la, he stay here also no point what he never help with anything in the house and never do anything at all, ask him go la we don't need him here,
what was i too say, it was either shout at her or stay quiet and cry,
but well too late i held my head down and started to cry, but i kept my tears hidden,
now they've completely turned my parents against me,
only my father is a bit understanding but even he is partially listening to them,
feel like simply jumping off a building, without dying,
i just want to go through the pain
Screw everyone in this household.

i've been writing this load of crap with unceasing tears pouring down my eyes,
i just can't stop crying
screw me and screw my life.

ClarissonChristopherDavid, 9:39 PM

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Hello, I am ClarissonChristopherDavid.

Born on 08/08/92, confirmed as David on 14/12/08, Associated with Junior Cats and Church of Saint Anthonys socially stable, emotionally not. I am just a normal guy who brings laughter. Doesn't seem that way, well nothing ever does, does it? i am not emo nor am i attention seeking, this blog is a place where i release all of my feelings, where i pour out my heart. find me annoying, well there should be a way for you to close the page, right? Don't even know why I am writing.

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