Tuesday, January 13
only heaven knows...
after all these weddings things, i've been feeling really lonely
sort of emo but not emo, im just feel real lonely
and this feeling is not gonna decrease when i get back to singapore,
i have been simply stoning around to these songs
when you say nothing at all and heaven knows
its not helping emotionally, but im now sort of addicted to the feeling,
an unholy addiction
she's always on my mind,
from the time i wake up till i close my eyes
she's everywhere i go, she's all i know
though she's so far away
it's just keeps getting stronger, every day
but i can't do anything, i won't do anything, yes fear consumes me.
so tell me where do i start, cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let her goaccepting loneliness but finding it hard to manage it, yet giving myself extra dosages
why i live in despair
'cause wide awake or dreaming i know she's never there
and all these time i act so brave, i'm shaking inside
why does it hurt me so...loner forever i suppose, incapable of evading the faith given,
as much as i hate to say it,
even friendships i hold dear to my heart will eventually die off,
whether long term or short term,
give me the courage oh Lord, to face the world, alone if i must
ClarissonChristopherDavid, 3:25 AM
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Hello, I am ClarissonChristopherDavid.
Born on 08/08/92, confirmed as David on 14/12/08, Associated with Junior Cats and Church of Saint Anthonys
socially stable, emotionally not.
I am just a normal guy who brings laughter. Doesn't seem that way, well nothing ever does, does it? i am not emo nor am i attention seeking, this blog is a place where i release all of my feelings, where i pour out my heart.
find me annoying, well there should be a way for you to close the page, right? Don't even know why I am writing.
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