Thursday, January 8
Perceptive Reality...

the mind is a cruel thing when it works against you.
can't control thoughts from straying towards 3 individuals mainly now, obviously Evangeline and Kimberly Bruce
its because of the dream.
in one corner i worry for them, but at another it brings me to this place called happy-land.
butterflies move around within my stomach when i wonder off in my mind of the dreams i've been having recently.
still clueless on where the signs lead to.
Once again, emotional feelings for Kimberly Bruce and Evangeline stay at the friendship borderline.
the third party unfortunately remains locked up within my little fragile heart.
though i have the key, i doubt i am going to open it anytime soon.

i am not prince Charming, since i am neither charming nor princely.
this life we live in has no fairytale ending, its not a movie that ends happily ever after,
its usually a life that ends, WHAT IF? think about it.

by the way, Alexis, i know people are there for me, but you should know me.
I am kind of like a closed book, attempting to type my wondering thoughts but still its hard.

talking to marilyn now and tears are being forced in my eye at this very moment
like a dam just waiting to breakdown.
She is someone that i can talk to about anything, shes the best.
and don't ever be shy, confront your fears and be the person who want to be.
its hard
well in life nothing is ever easy, isn't it

holding on to this deteriorating mind, this body.
full of negativity, pessimistic doesn't help one bit.
the weight is taking its toll, unable to control the emotions.
partially Glad to know ,im not the only one who feels the way i feel.
but also worried that someone actually feels the way i feel, its not a good place to be in.
i guess this is why God sent me to Marilyn.

Marilyn, Vanessa, missing you unimaginably.
p.s. i love you guys, really...

humanly perception changes in an instant.
a blink of the eye and the person can be anew.
its not about what people hear,
its all about the views on what is heard.
allow its entry and prepare for a bumpy ride, as requested.
deny the entry, emotionally strengthens the heart, the body, the soul.

i am praying by the grace of God that theres somebody listening
this is my voice,
Voice of the voiceless, the unheard, the calling
fearfully takes his masks off, ready to face the world,
once again.

you were right
happiness can be found through the miseries...

ClarissonChristopherDavid, 12:08 AM

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Hello, I am ClarissonChristopherDavid.

Born on 08/08/92, confirmed as David on 14/12/08, Associated with Junior Cats and Church of Saint Anthonys socially stable, emotionally not. I am just a normal guy who brings laughter. Doesn't seem that way, well nothing ever does, does it? i am not emo nor am i attention seeking, this blog is a place where i release all of my feelings, where i pour out my heart. find me annoying, well there should be a way for you to close the page, right? Don't even know why I am writing.

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