Lately i've been having dreams, but their not normal dreams.
normal dreams as in an escape into a reality unreachable.
they are such realistic dreams, its like somethings are obviously impossible to be done but still they are done and you could actually just believe and imagine as though it really happened.
3 nights, 2 dreams but they are both stuck in my mind.
first dream was about Kimberly Bruce, and today i just had a dream about Evangeline.
in one dream its only me and Kimberly Bruce, its as though we were best friends.
in another its all about Evangeline, the funny thing that the dream started mainly about the junior cats going on an outing to some beautiful Catholic park, then slowly i wondered off and next thing i knew, there was Evangeline and its as though we were best of friends.
and its funny that both the dreams ended awkwardly in the same way.
its weird cause i am no where even near close to Kimberly Bruce and well Evangeline well yea i am close to her to a certain extent but i haven't been in contact with her for awhile.
nor have i have been thinking of them at all, but now their both stuck in my head.
i mean if i had a dream why can't have a dream about my past, cause i think about it everyday.
or Jamie, i voted for her on stylefactor contest and was looking through her photo album.
or why not Marilyn, i talked to her yesterday till late.
its really confusing.
and i know i don't have feelings for either one of them, its just such a random dream which is the reason why its captured my attention.
The weirder thing is that in reality, Evangeline and Kimberly Bruce are the best of Friends.
what is it a sign for me drawing me towards them, is something gonna happen between them.
am i going to be involved somehow?
This randomness of mine has got to stop, but i really wonder what if it really means something which might explain the reason why the dreams are stuck inside my head.
about a month ago, the same thing happened to me, i had visions of Marilyn, and also a dream it was freaky but eventually i found out what it meant, the hidden meaning and i was afraid but eventually according to what i read on her blog, it really help her.
i really hope this decodes soon.
Dreams are ways of escaping into a world of ones deepest unreachable imagination.
a way where the dead can communicate, sort of like emails but the dead version.
dreams soon turn sour, bitter.
taking him into an abyss of my nightmares rather then my desires.
'goodnight, sweetdreams' commonly used term to tuck someone in.
doesn't seem so sweet though
he still wonders, what if dreams mean something
what if hes meant to do something, and what if he doesn't accomplish it.
fear dwells within him, his worst nightmares.
he falls into a deep slumber hoping, praying begging for more signs
one that can save him and those who need him.
he simply wishes to not reject, nor to be rejected.