Wednesday, January 7
Confusion? its nothing new.
loneliness is a feeling i am simply incapable of shaking off.
the sadness breaks into tears as the sky is at the darkest moving into the light.
i wish someone, would just rescue me from my misery.
if only people could see the world i see then they would know how i feel.
letting go of something that affected you dearly is not as easy building a self made bomb you know.
*talks to companion who is a closely trusted ally, very few like her can be found, thanks be to God.
by the way, a simple question, am i someone that truly likes to hurt girls?
honestly answer me? its something that was said last year (though last yea isn't so long ago) it haunts me.
i don't want to go back to my past, just wanna run away from it all, from it all...
in princess diaries, they said miracles happen when you believe
well i believe so i guess i'll just have to wait
and wait,
and wait.
the only thing keeping him alive is his believe in the faith and even that he has doubts if his daily practices are correct
with eyes open, his thoughts only dwell back to the past, tears break free.
deep slumber, yet nightmares haunt him of the same wrong deeds he once knowingly did.
is there no escape from this prison, often light shines but...
mindgames complicate matters,dwelling into deeper reflection of the past and occasionally the future.
he sits quietly but anxiously waiting for a miracle to happen.
laughter is not the BEST medicine, perhaps second to best.
Prayer and faith are best for whats to come and he knows it won't be easy.
the sands of time slowly go down as his time slowly runs out.
ClarissonChristopherDavid, 3:28 AM
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Hello, I am ClarissonChristopherDavid.
Born on 08/08/92, confirmed as David on 14/12/08, Associated with Junior Cats and Church of Saint Anthonys
socially stable, emotionally not.
I am just a normal guy who brings laughter. Doesn't seem that way, well nothing ever does, does it? i am not emo nor am i attention seeking, this blog is a place where i release all of my feelings, where i pour out my heart.
find me annoying, well there should be a way for you to close the page, right? Don't even know why I am writing.
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