Tuesday, February 24
Archespool Toes!
yup thats the name of the soccer team that i'm entering with
Archespool Toes!
Sad things is that i might have to miss church on Sunday!
and That guy that wrote me the Receeipt spelt my name as ciarisson, no l but i what the heck,
nevermind hopefully we'll win!
something!
ClarissonChristopherDavid, 6:27 PM
Monday, February 23
insert title of choice here!
so yea went to church bright and early to give announcements yesterday,
everyone was shocked to see my hair, or no hair to say appropriately,
its been quite long the bald look but for those who haven't seen it it was a shocker,
By the Way, Happy Birthday, Jeremiah!
convinced Evangeline to come 11am and promised to meet Danker there too,
but last min wanted to go in alone, but eventually they forced me in with them,
Evangeline can really make a guy laugh, she with her antics,
and Danker with her expressive words haha, funny stuff.
everyone was like nuts yesterday!
yea so accompanied Anne Marie home then had to go back to Church,
than went meeting late, hais,
went for dinner with Satamp and Marilyn,
and lastly went to fico sports hub to play late night soccer,
came home injured and didn't go school the end!
I am Going to Conjure up the courage needed.
if seh can do it, why can't i?
Mark My words, i will!
ClarissonChristopherDavid, 6:36 PM
Tuesday, February 17
17 eh hmm... damnit im a year down! hais
17 years ago, God created you with more love than ever for someone!
Happy 17th birthday my Gorgeous!
DavidlovesGorgeous!
ClarissonChristopherDavid, 12:00 AM
Monday, February 16
the dust bunnies form when left untouched.
Year one!Was right beside for 3 days, though i never really took notice and frankly that was mutualYear two!In my dictionary, found a new species, was caught up in it for a short while, though it wasn't enough to make me bother to try.Year three!i barely think there was even communication, the peaceful exchange perhaps but nothing else.Year four!Got so close, hope came on to me like a bloody tsunami, truly stronger than ever, everything was put in place, the invitation was put forth, my answer was left undecided.made a mistakeOngoing life after the completion of initiation stages!Consequences that are unavoidable, directly and indirectly.too bad Clarisson Christopher David Michaels, too bad!
Once again it probably heading towards the end,
what if, what if!
ClarissonChristopherDavid, 11:59 PM
Saturday, February 14
Saint Valentine, erm yoohoo over here!
hey guys valentines day is here,
just here wishing all couples the best and romantic thingy every,
and for all friendships, hoping they last, hoping.
hmm valentine is is exceptionally romantic but i don't know why,
for people already coupling, its the like the only day where the guy would be super romantic,
and yes that means not himself,
but for people who don't have their special one, like me,
its like a booster which shoots up confidence to ask the one you crush on or love out,
it could be the start of something new or it could just be a wastage of cash,
either way its always nice to be with someone, even if its for a day!
but well it hurts a lot when you find out that the one you crush on, crushes on someone else!
its the damn circle of life, its the damn wheel of fortune.
its the leap of faith into the unknown!
Saint valentine, what about me?
ClarissonChristopherDavid, 12:00 AM
Friday, February 13
yoohoo, freddie, jason come out!
did anyone notice that today was friday the 13th, cause i didn't
but i sould have known since i had a damn bad day!
ClarissonChristopherDavid, 10:38 PM
Tuesday, February 10
emotionless emotions!
i don't really understand what i've been feeling lately,
its been to confusing to crack,
i'll just wait patiently for things to get more clear!
i was told to stay away,
but all i want to do is run
but know i will take you some place where we can be alone,
i'll be the prince and you be the princess,
i'll save you, follow your heart and never deny it!
it'll be different, it'll be difficult but it will be real,
i'll be there, i'll try!
i love you and thats all i really know!
ClarissonChristopherDavid, 12:24 AM
Monday, February 9
damnit evil emotions, get off my back!
Irritated!
im a LEO and im sensitive, far more than anyone should be,
be warned, entered at your own risk,
do i look like a guy that thrives on hurting girls,
honestly does anyone think i intend to hurt people,
lately i have been pretty irritated, at what, EVERYTHING!
everyone is assuming their own thing,
this is the reason why Spiderman considered giving up who he was,
though obvious he did good, he ended up being the bad guy!
he tries so hard doing good but yet he is still seen as the bad guy,
this is why i like spiderman, i can relate to how he feels,
i'm trying to save the people that will eventually hate us,
i help people out by loaning them a shoulder to cry on,
a listening ear than helps through erm well a talking mouth or typing fingers perhaps,
and it gets really old, really fast when being persecuted
this is something that i just realised and its that i have been losing alot,
losing alot of people i once considered friends,
i wish some things could go back to when it was practically perfect!
and i also notice that every single peron has changed, since i've returned from malaysia
most of them change not for the better!
though it saddens me, im taking it as a sign,
i am starting a new, and no one is going to stop me!
less it is Him who plans all who decides me to be there!
life is not going to get easier, not one bit,
learning from the past is not as easy as it may ever seem,
i think im just going to go back to the days where i didn't care about anything,
i'll just ind my own business, indirectly i am saying i'll just be bloody emo alrights!
end of a chapter!
Content but NOT Satisfied!
ClarissonChristopherDavid, 11:11 PM
Tuesday, February 3
an intimate message from God to all.
My Child,
You may not know me,
but I know everything about you.
I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
I am familiar with all your ways.
Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
For you were made in my image.
In me you live and move and have your being.
For you are my offspring.
I knew you even before you were conceived.
I chose you when I planned creation.
You were not a mistake,
for all your days are written in my book.
I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live.
You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
I knit you together in your mother's womb.
brought you forth on the day you were born.
I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me.
I am not distant and angry,
but am the complete expression of love.
And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
Simply because you are my child and I am your Father.
I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
For I am the perfect father.
Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Because I love you with an everlasting love.
My thoughts toward you are countless as the sands on the seashore.
And I rejoice over you with singing.
I will never stop doing good to you.
For you are my treasured possession.
I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul.
And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me.
Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart.
For it is I who gave you those desires.
I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine.
For I am your greatest encourager.
I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles.
When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you.
As a shepherd carries a lamb,
I have carried you close to my heart.
One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes.
And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth.
I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus.
For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
He is the exact representation of my being.
He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you.
And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
His death was the ultimate expression of my love for you.
I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love.
If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me.
And nothing will ever separate you from my love again.
Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen.
I have always been Father, and will always be Father.
My question is Will you be my child?
I am waiting for you.
Love, Your Dad
Almighty God
ClarissonChristopherDavid, 9:41 PM
hide and seek is over sleep, you can come out now!
i am dead tired
ClarissonChristopherDavid, 9:36 PM
insert title here!
boredom is rotting me upside down, inside out...
but with that special comfort, a peaceful state of mind,
hais just wishing my life waas like perfect and i know its ridiculous but hais
want to start a new life,
simply want to leave all wrongdoings and imperfections behind,
life, its reallly hard and complicating, and the situations not improving, not one bit!
tthis is always the case but its so darn confusing,
its like one can have all answers to everyones problems, but he will have no answer that can help himself in his time of need, even if its the same problem he soo easily solved easing anothers burdenss,
Heavenly Father, Lord Jesus Christ, Holy Spirit,
please don't ever leave me!
ClarissonChristopherDavid, 9:15 PM